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[26 Apr 2007|07:53pm] |
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i think i'll update this again when my life stops sucking & i actually have something to say.
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| life's too short. |
[21 Feb 2007|05:56pm] |
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sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
the people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. even the bad experiences can be learned from. in fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
if someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
if someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
make every day count. appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.
let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. hold your head up because you have every right to. tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
you can make anything you wish of your life. create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
hating people is silly. i'm so glad i finally realized this.
you can hate me if you'd like, you can still refuse to talk to me or acknowledge my existence, but i'll always love and care about you.
you are forgiven.
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[16 Feb 2007|01:41am] |
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i can't help but smile when he kisses me. he just makes all the hurt go away.
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[07 Feb 2007|03:55pm] |
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i don't feel good at all. i haven't for quite some time. it's not even psychical, just mentally...i don't feel good at all.
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| killing me softly. |
[28 Jan 2007|07:00pm] |
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for dinner i had three pounds of french fries and a red bull.
so much for my diet.
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| pan's labyrinth. |
[21 Jan 2007|09:17pm] |
go see pan's labyrinth. now. it's fucking amazing.
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| tanning beds are teh evil. |
[17 Jan 2007|05:31am] |
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my mother keeps harassing me about getting a tan. i just really don't want to go tanning, i'd like to stay wrinkle and cancer free for as long as possible, please.
and c'mon. i'm not even pale...
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| hm. interesting? |
[15 Jan 2007|05:25am] |
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so, i got my blood test back. apparently i had mono for several months, but now it's gone. i suppose that explains the sore throat, sleepiness and vomiting...
but. yeah. at least it's gone.
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| mono? |
[12 Jan 2007|03:51am] |
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so...i might have mono. that's fun.
i had to get a blood test today. i started crying when the lady stuck the needle in my arm. i freaking hate needles. i felt so stupid, i kept apologizing, but she was really sweet about it.
i jerked, too, when she stuck it in - now i have a giant bruise on my arm. yum.
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| hair cut. |
[08 Jan 2007|10:45pm] |
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i got six inches cut off of my hair.
i don't know if i love it or hate it.
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| happy new year! |
[02 Jan 2007|05:06pm] |
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new years was amazing. i love my friends!
angela and i hosted a party at my house – we spent like $80 on decorations. her and i are both impulse buyers, and sending us off together to buy things was a bad idea, but it's okay, cause my basement looked amazing. hah, and we had necklaces and hats and noise makers and blow horns and all kinds of useless, fun things for people to play with at midnight.
oh! and it was formal, which was nice, because i finally got to wear my little black dress that i’m so in love with.
anyway, everyone started showing up around 9pm. we just had a bunch of different music playing and a lot of food out, so we all just kind of wandered around for awhile talking amongst ourselves, playing pool and ping pong, and getting high on red bull. i had like five of those things. so needless to say, i was a tad bit hyper.
all night we danced, talked, and played silly little games. when the ball finally dropped we made an absolute mess with all types of confetti and streamers, and we kept spilling our drinks because they were being contained in a cheap, little plastic champagne glass. (or we could have been spilling them cause we were all a little too tipsy...)
none of us cared though; we were all having too much fun!
( should auld acquaintance be forgot, and never brought to mind... )
i have such amazing friends; we always have so much fun together. i'm so lucky.
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| 365.242199 days of loving you. |
[30 Dec 2006|12:41am] |
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so today was andy's and my one year anniversary! i feel like i've known him all my life, yet i still vividly remember being too shy to even look at him last year in drawing class. god, i had the biggest crush on this boy. and now he's mine? i really found my soulmate.
he's amazing.
really. he really, really is.
i'm the luckiest girl in the world.
know what he gave me for our anniversary? his stuffed eeyore and winnie the pooh he always carried around with him when he was a baby. he's still attached to them, but he said he knew they were in good hands. i cried when i opened up the gift box and saw them there. he knows how much i love winnie the pooh - the stories and characters meant so much to me when i was younger, and i still adore them. it's hard to explain really, but what he did meant the world to me.
god, i don't even know what to write here. there's so much i want to say about andrew meyerhoefer, but words really can't express how i feel about him. i'm just going to have to stick with a simple i love him. those three words are used too much, but they really do sum up everything. ♥
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| merry, merry christmas! |
[25 Dec 2006|05:38pm] |
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good lord. i love christmas.
i stayed up all night watching a christmas story and wrapping presents. i think i got into bed around 3am. my 16-year-old brother came into my room around 6am this morning and started shaking me, yelling at me that santa had come. hah! i got up and washed my face and ran downstairs to find a crap load of gifts under the tree. i don’t recall being all that good throughout 2006, but works for me. anyway, my brother was still upstairs so i went up to ask him if he was coming down, he was back in his bed and had fallen asleep – so i did the same thing and we ended up opening our gifts around 9am-ish. we opened stockings first, and then ate christmas breakfast which consisted of fruit, toast, potatoes and orange juice. yum!
after breakfast we opened our gifts.
( and goodness did santa splurge this year! )
i got so many lovely things. my favorite gifts include a pink ipod nano, an adorable green purse from a fancy boutique, $100 gift certificates to sephora and urban outfitters, an adorable alice in wonderland cosmetic case that came with two nail polishes, and an 18” captain jack sparrow figure that talks when you walk past him. lovelovelove!
i also got some of my favorite movies on dvd that i’ve been pining over forever – everything is illuminated, little miss sunshine, the rocky horror picture show, v for vendetta, and the corpse bride. i also got a dvd of the first and second season of the office. i allllso got a lot of clothes, candy, perfume, lotion, make-up, and of course, underwear…
i’m excited for andrew to come over. i had so many ideas as to what to get him, but i’m so broke, i really didn’t know what to get. i finally decided to use the rest of my money on one big gift for him, and i’m glad i did. i really think he’ll love it – i know i do! this is what i ended up getting him. it's a statue of one of his favorite superheroes, gambit, from x-men. there's only 2,000 in the world so that's kinda...neat. hah, i'm just excited to see him today. he should be coming over soon!
i hope everyone had an amazing christmas! ♥
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| here's a thought. ♥ |
[20 Dec 2006|11:54pm] |
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"when you wake up in the morning, pooh," said piglet at last, "what's the first thing you say to yourself?"
"what's for breakfast?" said pooh. "what do you say, piglet?"
"i say, i wonder what's going to happen exciting today?" said piglet.
pooh nodded thoughtfully.
"it's the same thing," he said.
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